It has been a week since I have been on. Not the easiest week either.

Yes that day was tough, but it got a lil tougher when the doctor told me it was a tumor. I was hoping on hope that it was a kidney stone. The doctor, a really nice guy, lighthearted , quick, and caring, told me if what he seen was a kidney stone i would of had to of been a super hero to have gotten it in my bladder. Since I know all to well what those feel like, I knew it was not that.

I go for more tests (uhhhg) on Dec 21st. A CT Scan and a biopsy. I am still hoping it is benign. What choose do I have?

Well trying to stay on the positive side lets see what i have accomplished.

1. Have not smoked (much) since I first heard of this.
2. Trying to be a better friend, son, brother, uncle, etc
3. Still work, and hard
4. have found that life is a lot shorter then I ever imagined it could be.

I will go with that, for now.

Thought of making a "Bucket List", but don't want to, as to me that is in a way saying I don't have much time left. If I come back with a clean bill of health, then I may just do that. But for now I will wait.

Thats all for now unless you want to hear about my work week. That in itself could be a whole other blog, lol.