Good morning

I woke up a bit ago, having a nice cup of coffee. Can not find my Nicotine patches though. Not good. Hope I make it through the day. Seeing that I have 12 hours of work ahead of me, it will be trying to say the least.

Last night I read the 5th in a series of 21 books by Patrick O'Brian, and started number 6 right away. I always have liked to read as it takes me away from whats going on in a more positive way then others have tried to escape. It is a good series and I do expect if i can not sleep well, I will just read.

Heard from the Doc, so far so good. Makes me feel a lot better but I will not know for certain until next month, unless I get a sooner appointment, which, yeah would be nice.

As you might be able to tell I am not freaking out as much. Trying to just wait to see what happens, then deal with it from there.

Here is hoping...